Her.

Thursday, July 31, 2003 / 7/31/2003 12:32:00 PM

tinking dat onli bloggin is a way of communication le.....
cant c each other and tok but onli thru dis blogger ........
den we noe wad had happen to our frends........
dun wanna use dis blogger to shoot anyone or verbally attack.........
but juz for appreciation of things arnd mi........
or my daily life nia..........

k... lets start.....
juz saw my bitchy boss blog........
duno y suddenly feel so comfortable aft reading.......
all my unsureness is gonez..........
feel happy at least u still care..........
muahaha..........
nw i understand liaoz.........
finally............ juz a few words.........
i can c my things clearly le...........
dun feel so "bu shuang" le...........
clear my tots le...........
thanz bossy.........
anyway........ u oso nt free..... gt attachment... gt yq..... gt yj..... gt other things........
when u free den cum look for mi bahz.........
u jio mi hor~
coz i dunno when u free mahz....
later jio u kanna reject.........veri sad de.... :(
heez.... ohya.... i oso saw kenji..... but nv tell u nia...
coz confirm gt lotz of pple tell u de....
haha.... saw few times le.... gt tok oso.....
muaahhaha............. lidat lo.....
yupz...........

cont to e second thing i wanna say..........
to stitch..........
sorry first.... coz mayb sumthing i do or say .... u nt happy........
wif mi........
true~ thr r reali times when i bu shuang wif u..........
but nv say coz feel dat all is onli my own tinking.... dun wanna b so gei gao...
as in my pt of views.........
wad is my prob nw.........
is veri simple.... juz normal human fear....... loneliness.....
if u noe mi well........... u noe dat i m nt used to being alone.......
feel reali fucked up these few days.....
can c our grp r gettin smaller and smaller........
coz u all are busy wif ur own things....
feel so sianz... everydae cum sch.... like doin nuthing....
aft sch.... go hme..... wad life is dis.........
if its others mayb i dun feel so seh..... coz i dun normally hang out wif........
blk s so strict.. cannt everydae ask u go arnd e sch wif mi........
aft break go ur lab..... kanna sup kpkb.... u tink i happy mehz?
feel so odd thr.........
dun feel like gng back lab but cant go ur lab......... go far eat lo........
nv jio u or ask u... coz i noe u cant go .......
mayb my fault lo... nv say a word den left liaoz... sorry...
but hw much can u reali pei mi??
dats y i feel dat is time to get independent le.......
cant reali depend on anyone le.........
so i go get a job.... tuition... knn.... kanna cheat.......
endin it todae... coz they dun wan le...
coz i dun wanna teach weekend de.....
so 8 lessons for 60 bucks nia.......
argh~
back to topic....
yupz... den i noe u go for e camp to pei mi....
but feel dat u dun seems to enjoy all abt it....
so i tot mayb i was wrong to ask u pei mi.....
u gt ur wrk ur family ur others frends or dat guy to worry abt....
ur time is like more hectic than a sage....
so wad can i do?
noe i kpkb or grumpy or ask for a lotz........
but dats wad i feel ........self created prob.........
y dun i juz heck????
but i cant.... 2yrs of frends le...
nt heck den can heck rite....
argh........ tired to write le..........
hands suan le......
when u free den cum look for mi bahz...

anyway tink i noe wad to do le.........
frm e slightest enlightment frm meiling....
frends cant keep u 24 hrs de.........
pple always haf their lonely time de.....
and i gonna make dis lonely a enjoyable one...
and dun kp le...........
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